Tuesday, March 16, 2010

stupid brothers

my older brother knows that im ana and he wants me 2 stop. he has seen me at my lowest weihgt and hes scared that im gonna go back there and nerly die again. i dont want 2 hurt him but i dont want 2 stop either! i luv my bro soooo much and i hate makin him worry but he doesnt get that this is who i am and i dont want 2 change! he thinks that saying hell tell my mum is gona make me stop. that bitch wont care anyways. she is the 1 that made me ana by always tellin me im useless and fat and she hates me. she can go get fuckt for all i care. but i dnt wanna hurt my bro. this sucks!
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  1. LivianaMarch 18, 2010 at 5:50 AM

    Honey I know it's hard, but you're his baby sister and he just hates to see you hurting. So do I, come to think of it. You just have to remember that if you really want to recover, it's YOUR decision to make, not his.

    I could always smash him for ya <3

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